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This is where I freak out because I have no idea what i want. I have had this idea in my head of what I want to accomplish with my life, but I don’t know what i want anymore. The dream that I have had is so far and so…..unattainable. I can’t picture myself going through 4 years of school, working towards going to another school that I don’t even know if Ill be able to get into because of how selective it is. I could get to that point and be told, no sorry go home your not good enough. I have gone through life being mediocre. No matter how much effort I put into something I am always just worth a B. 

There is the fear of failure yes, but there is also the fear of not being able to live my life. 8 years of school means doing everything late. Getting my career started , being independent, having a family, will all be later in life. I will have less time to enjoy these things. 

Its March 1st, admission deadlines are up and I am sitting here in total fear that I have made the wrong decision. Spending $44,000+ dollars on something and then being told no I cant continue on the path I want is a lot to think about. 

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simplybeingjustme:

this isn’t real.. is it.

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